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Teenage Angst Brigade

Its just a phase...

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Warm water draws out the blood
but the anger is cold
Cigarette smoke gets caught in my eye
But thats not why my eyes water
My mind is giving birth to a monster
of my own creation
The pain takes on a life form
in puddles of neglected blood
Mommy isnt there
Daddy doesnt care
and all i know is
Im fuckin scared
 

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5 lbs over
16 grams bought
4 weeks late
2 unwilling penetrations
a million willing
scars uncountable
this is living in the teenage angst brigade
indulgent scars cover once innocent fingers
nothing but a stereotype
this is normal right?
seeking redemption at the bottom of a toilet
       the last moan of an orgasm
       the ziplock bagged drug of choice
       the blood in my shower drain
surviving the teenage angst brigade
how long w/o a bite?
 
-kati-


come use me fella,
aint no problem,
im just that slut.
dont got no feelings.
dont got no soul.
stare in that mirror,
afraid you might come across my eyes,
see them yearning..
but im just in it for the good time, fella.
on the bathroom counter..
or in the back of your car..
forget about those morals,
i gots big ole titties.
and ill smile up at you,
as you grunt in your manly moment
youve got me conquered
because im just that slut.

cigarette buddies
leaves gather
ash settles
butts build
ill be lying here
letting it burn
remembering.. why it is i dont care.
i miss you awol boy.
and it has to be my fault.
because if its not, well then whose to blame?
ill be waiting
letting it burn
watching the leaves gather
and the ash settle
butts build
sun catching statue
letting cancer eat her soul